How to Make it in America

This is the first episode of the series. Looks promising, hopefully it gets better from here.

Swagger Jackson's Revenge - Jay Elect.

I was talking to my friend about the illumunati a few days ago, and its influence on our culture. It reminded me of the following video, Swagger Jackson's revenge by upcoming MC Jay Electronica (listen to Exhibit C if you haven't already). Its starts off with an interview from Michael Jackson regarding his treament in the US, then goes on to the song. We have our language, our principles and somewhere down the line, in a way to control us, various things have been altered, whether they be symbols, phrases, etc, just so they could see the way things they want us to see. Otherwise, they would not be able to control us like they are today. Now, enough of me speaking like a conspiracy theorist, check out the video...

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What was the happiest moment in your life?

When I moved out the crib affter high school

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What would your dream job look like?

Nothing like what I'm doing right now, I'll tell you that much. lol

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I've seen the rain pour to the point that I've seen rivers to the point that I'm swimming in the sea to the point I'm transatlantic trying to connect with your pacific state of mind. I'm tryin to release the demons that's within me but its hard. And as cards have been set on the table, as my chips leave my end of it, as my cards stare at me waitng for my decision, as I stared at poker face of my opponent, I ask myself, "is it really worth it?". To live and let love, to let go and let God, to love God and live life? Yes, so I'll go.

RIP DAD

 

My father passed away October 14th, 2009 in a fatal car accident. He was struck by a drunk driver whose BAC was at .23, three times the legal limit. I never thought this would happen, when I found out I was so much in shock, in a state of disbelief. My dad overcame damn near every obstacle that came in his way in his life, and it angers me for it to be taken away from someone who was reckless and irresponsible. My father had no control over the circumstances, but the other guy who's still alive did.

My father was laid to rest one month after his passing. This was primarily due to the fact we had various family members from different parts of the world that needed time to make it to Austin for the funeral. Between that time I had to deal with a lot of issues, within myself as well as with other people. Whether it be my own guilt and denials or others. There was a lot of anger and blame expressed through poorly executed veiled constructive criticisms of certain family members, but throughout the storm, I remained warm. I felt that me subscribing to these random outburst would tarnish great relationships, which took lots of time to develop. But for one, I noticed there are certain things we can not avoid, and with that known, I just give faith to God to see us through this very difficult, difficult time.

My father is in a better place. This world is full of so many ills, and it puts me in peace that he doesn't have to go through this day to day bullshit anymore. But I still hurt, I still feel that grief.

September 11th, 2001

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